Sabado, Disyembre 18, 2010

7 days before Christmas

If I were given a chance to use an arrow right now?... It'll be a very sturdy and a flaming one... and directed straight at the heart of the ugly bastard responsible for that board exam.

Damn. I'm still bitter.. How pathetic.

Addistarted this journey at2:41 PM

Biyernes, Disyembre 03, 2010

the coin has landed

Last night it dawned on me. The reality that was constantly being pushed back into my subconscious suddenly popped in front of me. I can't remember how I got the news (more like I don't want to remember. The feeling is too grueling.)

I failed the board exam.

This made me think and rethink a lot of things. Why didn't I make it? I'm just not that driven. I allowed myself to be too relax. Do I really need this? Will I be able to make it next time?

I think I now know the feeling of a pregnant mother, anticipating a child for 6 months, but then not being able to give birth to that child... despite the care and protection that she had given to herself and her child.

I think I now know the feeling of having a fiancée whom you plan on marrying at the end of 6 months, but then something came up and she was nowhere to be found on the wedding day.

Tragedy comes in all sorts of shapes and flavors.

The important thing now is how I will react.

My mother, this is her dream for me. This is what she wants for me. But...is it really the best?

Addistarted this journey at2:36 PM

Miyerkules, Disyembre 01, 2010

The coin is spinning...

It makes it even harder when people expect from you.. But Lord, You said everything is possible in Your care; and if we just believe, nothing can stand in between. Please don't let my heart falter. I am weak without You. Teach my heart that I may seek You everyday, not just in times of crises. My knowledge of You is still lacking, forgive me Lord for my shortcomings.
Lord, teach me...
Help me...

Addistarted this journey at8:44 PM

Miyerkules, Agosto 25, 2010

...

When you cry during your sleep, what does it mean? ...

Addistarted this journey at2:20 AM

Linggo, Agosto 15, 2010

SWSWSWSW

Rejection is just a myth.. according to the book I'm reading right now. It's Jack Canfield's The Success Principles. The strongest point that struck me is this (from Principle 18):

The truth is, you never have anything to lose by asking, and because there is something to possibly gain, by all means ask.

Whenever you ask anyone for anything, remember the following: SWSWSWSW, which stands for "some will, some won't; so what - someone's waiting." Some people are going to say yes, and some are going to say no. So what! Out there somewhere, someone is waiting for you and your ideas. It is simply a numbers game. You have to keep asking until you get a yes. The yes is out there waiting. As my partner Mark Victor Hansen is so fond of saying, "What you want wants you." You just have to hang in there long enough to eventually get a yes.

Addistarted this journey at11:33 PM

Miyerkules, Hunyo 30, 2010

2 weeks short

Remember the time I told you how I wasn't looking for anyone when you came? I was ok
 and content with what I have and how I was.

There were times these past months that I thought I wasn't ready for things like this...being in a relationship and all.

But just now I remembered, that maybe I was ready after all, because you came when I least expected it.
Perhaps i was ready for you...

Addistarted this journey at7:59 PM

Huwebes, Marso 25, 2010

1 day before graduation

I got my first digicam.:D
SAMSUNG PL151-BLK/RED
Samsung PL151. Sinamahan ako ni Lizbeth bumili. :D

Addistarted this journey at10:02 PM

My Heart Reminisces

About me

*Name: ----
*Age: --21--
*Beginning: --April 23--
*From: --Neverneverland--
*Job: --dreamer--
*Passion: --fantasy--

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L A F S

Why do dreams come and go?
What purposes do they serve?
Like a chain of lightning it stroke
Devastated my life and left it askew

Beyond the horizon I see you
Never have you left my mind
My heart yearns for the truth
Long have I lived to find

Life isn't the same as before
Days passed by like no other
Time had taken its toll a million times
Just to think of you

A feeling of longingness seeped deep inside
None but myself is all I offer
Wishes that came from the stars
To be with you, I begged

Until that cute smile nearly blinded me
Eventually fairies invaded my sleep
Before I know it, the world went pink, pink, pink!
And then my heart with pleasure fills

Beauty is truth; truth, beauty
My soul shall last forever
As long as it find yours
"Dreams are my reality"

I fondly ask, "What then do you call it?"


I guess it's Love at first sight



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