Lunes, Abril 03, 2006

--but still I see the tears from your eyes...

I am dying... It's been a week since we last -- messed up. ='( I mean, I'm the one who messed things up. She cried a lot - I made her cry again. Though, I really didn't mean to hurt her like that. ='( I really don't. If only I can turn back the time. *sigh... I really miss her sweetness...her cheerfulness...her warmth...her affection...her eyes, hair, nose, lips, hands, ..and legs...and love.

Hanna? You do know that you're the only one that matters to me. I wouldn't want anybody else except you.='( Because no one can replace you...and you know what? I appreciate all the things you've done to me. Wala pang nakakagawa ng ganito kabuti saken...kahit na nagkakalabuan tyo ngayon...hindi mo pa rin ako nilalaglag sa magulang mo kahit na merong "ibang nanliligaw" d'yan na mas type ng magulang mo para sayo... ='( sori kung nabubunyag ko na lahat.. gusto ko lang malaman mo na, na-aappreciate ko lahat ito. Maraming salamat.=)
Sana hindi nalang nagkakamali ang mga tao, para hndi kita napapaiyak...
Sana hindi nalang ako naging malapit sa ibang babae para mapatunayan kong ikaw lang ang laman ng isip ko buong magdamag...
Sana hindi nalang ako naging ganun katipid sa pera para nagustuhan ako ng magulang mo...
Sana naging magkapitbahay nalang tayo...at sa gayo'y lagi kitang hahagkan maging sa iyong pagtangis...
Sana ibuhos nalang ng langit sa akin ang lahat ng luhang iniyakan mo, at ako'y dadapuan ng sipon, mamamatay sa lagnat...sa lagnat na dulot ng buhos ng ulan - ulang nabuo sa luha mong nagmamahal.



hay...
I wanna sing this song for you, it's Broken Sonnet by Hale (1 of ur favorite bands) :)... wla lang. hehe

And now I concede on the night
of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line I'll say it all over again
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And I will never let go, will never let go

I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go, never let go

But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I'm just not the one for you
Addistarted this journey at4:58 AM