Sabado, Disyembre 18, 2010
7 days before Christmas
If I were given a chance to use an arrow right now?... It'll be a very sturdy and a flaming one... and directed straight at the heart of the ugly bastard responsible for that board exam.
Damn. I'm still bitter.. How pathetic.
Addistarted this journey at2:41 PM
Biyernes, Disyembre 03, 2010
the coin has landed
Last night it dawned on me. The reality that was constantly being pushed back into my subconscious suddenly popped in front of me. I can't remember how I got the news (more like I don't want to remember. The feeling is too grueling.)
I failed the board exam.
This made me think and rethink a lot of things. Why didn't I make it? I'm just not that driven. I allowed myself to be too relax. Do I really need this? Will I be able to make it next time?
I think I now know the feeling of a pregnant mother, anticipating a child for 6 months, but then not being able to give birth to that child... despite the care and protection that she had given to herself and her child.
I think I now know the feeling of having a fiancée whom you plan on marrying at the end of 6 months, but then something came up and she was nowhere to be found on the wedding day.
Tragedy comes in all sorts of shapes and flavors.
The important thing now is how I will react.
My mother, this is her dream for me. This is what she wants for me. But...is it really the best?
Addistarted this journey at2:36 PM
Miyerkules, Disyembre 01, 2010
The coin is spinning...
It makes it even harder when people expect from you.. But Lord, You said everything is possible in Your care; and if we just believe, nothing can stand in between. Please don't let my heart falter. I am weak without You. Teach my heart that I may seek You everyday, not just in times of crises. My knowledge of You is still lacking, forgive me Lord for my shortcomings.Lord, teach me...
Help me...
Addistarted this journey at8:44 PM
My Heart Reminisces
About me
*Name: ----
*Age: --21--
*Beginning: --April 23--
*From: --Neverneverland--
*Job: --dreamer--
*Passion: --fantasy--
Hear me