Lunes, Marso 31, 2008

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"Kung imumulat mo lang talaga ang mata mo, makikita mong siya na iyon."
Addistarted this journey at11:12 PM

mar.29-31 evsem/plansem

I just came back from a 3 day "planning seminar" of AECES.. medyo kulang pa sa tulog, but I won't sleep just yet. I got too many things in my head. First, I just want to congratulate myself for chickening out on another top-notch "prospect." It seems that I really do well in not-taking-the-once-in-a-lifetime-shot. ANDUN NA EH. Open fire na. Lumapit na yung palay sa bigas (palay sa bigas? wtf.. i'm really sleepy).. Lumapit na yung palay sa manok.. amf tlga!!!!!!!! Yun na yun eh. Yun na dapat yun eh. Perfect palay na eh. Right time, right place. Ano ginawa mo Addison??! tiningnan mo lang eh! Nung nakita mong tiningnan ka? Wala ka pa ring ginawa eh. Nung nakita mong medyo ngumiti? Wala pa rin! Ano ka ba? Iskuwater takte!
sigh...such big regrets could disrupt my sanity for weeks, or.. months. T_T noooooo, not again.

Regarding the 3-day happy happy sessions/planning/evaluation, it was a memorable one.. Lahat talaga ng outings ay memorable. And this one is another memorable one (gaya na nga ng nasulat ko). Pag-uwi ko kanina, wala pang 1 hr, na-miss ko na kagad sila. aww.. I'm starting to think that I was not getting enough interaction with people lately, that's why I really enjoyed their company - especially my batchmates.
You guys are the best.
Addistarted this journey at10:08 PM

Miyerkules, Marso 26, 2008

Napag-isip-isip ko, it's over na nga talaga. It's over. ((tinig sa aking isipan nagsasabing, "napakasakiiiit")) Kailangan ko na lang tanggapin. ((kuya eddieeee)) May hangganan ang lahat.. Wala na talaga. Oo, heto na. Tatanggapin ko na talaga.. nang buong-buo.. ((NAPAKASAKIIT KUYA EDDIE))
taenang kanta yan. haha..
Tuloy pa rin ang awit ng buhay ko.

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andrama talaga.. di maiwasan eh. Sana huli na ito
Addistarted this journey at8:16 PM

Q: what greater pain there is than hearing her say "I have a new one"?
A: seeing her with a new one

AAAAARRRRGGHHH...


...The girl of my life just spoke to me and said "ako? boylet? wala pa nga eh. bummer."
All I wanna do now is go somewhere else.


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will I be stuck in this mess forever? I hope not.
Addistarted this journey at1:17 AM