Linggo, Mayo 08, 2005

I love you...

I just stumbled upon this heart-warming composition... :'( This is contributed by katiekatekate @ www.peyups.com

(put it in my perspective, ok? MY perspective... as in "I'm a fully grown up man"... I don't want to edit somebody's work.)

------True Feelings------

I am a fully grown up woman. A woman who loves you, but does not have the courage to tell you that I truly do, for the longest time. Loving you was not all that easy. It took all my patience and sanity to do so. But I still love you. And each time I try to at least try to utter “I Love You”, I fail. I always do.
I miss you, but I am too shy to tell you so. Maybe because I was not brought up that way. Showing what I truly felt is a sign of weakness, or so you say.
And so I send you another text message. This time it is the other way around. I used to be the one asking advice from you, I was once the one being pampered. Now I am the one telling you that life is not always fair. I suddenly wish that I was right next to you, to give hugs, kisses, and comfort.
After two years, our paths will cross again. I remember the last time we were together. We had a huge fight that you didn’t even want to send me to the airport. Our eyes were swollen from crying, not because we will miss each other but because we were into another one of our bouts. We were always like that. We never lasted one whole hour without any arguments, debates, or misunderstandings.
What will I do at the first sight of you? Should I hug you? Kiss you? Act like I don’t really care? Why does it have to be so complicated when all I really want to do is to be with you, hopefully to spend a quiet day at the beach. To catch up on old times. To laugh and relax, just to be with you. I know it isn’t simple and it never will be. But I will take one day at a time. And when the time comes when I’ll see you and be with you again, I will promise to try once more… to tell you that I love you….I really do, Mom.
Addistarted this journey at2:44 AM

Biyernes, Mayo 06, 2005

My Birthday

I'm seventeen! Hala d n ako ganun kabata... at... d n ako 'sweet'.... hahaha! (as if...Tae! nababangag uli ako) Thank you very much to God for my seventeen-year-old life, He has done many miracles for me. Of course, I would also like to thank my mother for everything. Nagpakahirap tlaga c mama para sa birthday ko... at c papa rin. I'm so grateful. Salamat sa lahat ng bumati sa akin. At sa iba jan...alam kong hindi nyo cnasaja na d ako batiin..(hahaha! ang kapal!) Salamat kay Ramch, dahil pinahiram mo pa tlaga ung videoke nyo. Tnx! Napakabait mo tlaga, heheh! Salamat kay pareng Marc at mareng Chiqui...nag-abala pa kayo sa gift... super tnx!tnx!tnx! Salamat kay Jessie...kala ko d ka na mkakapunta...pero ayun, may gift ka pa nga, tnx very much!! Salamat kay R-chi, Raffy, Jepoy, Archie, Emily, Mikko... Salamat sa pinagsaluhan nating lahat.. sa kantahan at katuwaan... Tnx for being there. (Oy Mikko, bilib tlaga ako sa lovepower mo!hahaha!) eh syempre, there's no greater fun than Hanna coming over.=) Malaking bagay talaga iyon sa akin. I'm soooOoO happy! I so love my aircon!!! very much!! Tnx for the gifts guys! ^_^ Mga natanggap kong bagay sa aking kaarawan:

1. nice semi-fit blue T-shirt
2. Tiffany the dolphin =)
3. blue bookmark =)
4. perfume
5. SUN sim kong nawawala
6. Bob Ong's Alamat ng Gubat =)
7. sulat...

Ang saya-saya!hehe! Kain-kain, laro-laro, kanta-kanta, usap-usap, kanta-kanta uli. hehehe! Hmm….anu ba nakanta ko?…wag na, shyness eh! hehehe! Basta! Mga naalala ko nlng na KINANTA: But there's this mejo-mejo-minor detail na nagawa kong mali nung araw na yon.... (d ko naitupi ung dulo ng pantalon ko!!!wah!!) hehehe! hindi, joke lang...hndi un ung mejo-mejo-minor detail na cnasabi ko. Kasi…..Once upon a time, there was this girl who had a problem with her boyfriend. She asked me for help...(blahblah)...

me:"you'll get over it naman ata...besides, I think he's an asshole..at...baka d tlaga sya para sayo."
nene girl:"oo nga, ikaw kasi ung para saken."
me:"huwat?! wag ka magbiro ng ganyan."
nene girl:"nagsasabi lng nman ako ng 22o ah."
me:"...parang u know me very well na...don't speak that way."
nene girl:"...edi basted na ako?cge..wawa naman me."
--and the rest is history--
Para raw akong nagko-concentrate sa pagtetext kay nene girl sabi ni Hanna... sa harapan pa nya. =( what a fool. My birthday was still super great all in all! Ang natira nalang sa bahay nung gabi ay sina Jessie, Ramch, R-chi, Jepoy, & Raffy. Sa sobrang desperado at sugapa naming makapaglaro ng network games sa labas...nilibot namin ung buong recto at legarda nung gabing iyon..hehe! :D Sa parin tlaga ako matanda. We played Warcraft3: Frozen Throne ‘til 1am…(or is it 2am?)… haha! Good thing we have a very responsible and caring ADULT with us! ;p Guess who nalang!!! Another good thing, my mom was not so hot about our “morning” arrival.hehe! We slept na pag-uwi… And me? =) I read something pa eh =) =) =)
Addistarted this journey at3:44 AM